Sunday, October 28, 2007

Difficult…

I’m going through a very difficult time right now. As some of you may know, I’ve been feeling poorly, health-wise. I’ve been to the doctor’s and they are running a slew of tests. Daily, my job gets more and more difficult to perform. The physical demands of my job are making me feel worse. So, my doctor put me on an Anti-Depressant for pain. I just started taking it. I’m on my third day. I really really don’t want to keep taking it. I don’t like the way it makes me feel. I called the doctor and told him how awful it makes me feel, and he says to stick it out and it will get better. I hate it. When I woke up this morning I felt so clear (tired, but clear), now I just took it and I’m getting foggy again. I guess I’m just scared of the unknown. What is this drug going to do to me? Am I going to be able to do the things I enjoy? Is it worth it? I hope this works.
This is why I keep taking it. I want to be able to take care of my kids. I don’t want to feel horrible all the time and not be able to play with them or even take care of them. It’s tough being a single mom. Thanks for listening to my rant.
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

This week will never end…

I know you’re all thinking, ‘What? The week just started.’ Not for me it hasn’t. I’ve been working since last Wednesday without a day off and now I don’t get a breather till Friday. Calgon, take me away!

I’m working on a mini album right now about my home and where I live. I decided no photos of people in it. So I walked around my house taking pictures for it. That way, when I’m like 95 I can show my great grandkids where Tarrah and I lived and what it was like at our house. To the left is a photo of the layout that’s on top of my entertainment stand right now. I really love this one. Isn’t my bird cute?

I’m waiting with baited breath for the results of Week 3 of the Stand Up and Scrap Challenge. I don’t find out till after midnight. Maybe I should go to bed and check in the morning. Will I be able to sleep? I can’t wait to see how this contest ends. Three more weeks and I’ll be able to share all my yummy work with you guys! I hope you’re as excited as I am. Anyhoo, I should go read some more Harry Potter, either that or watch another episode of Angel. Hey, I should scrap that… Undecided

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Saturday, October 13, 2007

Afternoon Tea.

So now we’re officially into my second weekend without Tarrah. It’s 1:30 in the morning and I’m still awake because I can be. I get to sleep in tomorrow. I can’t wait. Sleep is definately undervalued. Lindsay and Isaac sent another care package and hidden underneath all the clothes was this adorable tea set. She was distracted in the bedroom, so I se it all up in the living room. She ran and got her stool, set it down in front of the “tea” and started playing immediately. She already knew what to do with it. Soooo cute. She brought me a cup so I could have some too. Oh, my God. Anyway, it was just cute. I guess you had to be there.

I’ve got new stuff posted over on my *Paper* blog, so make sure you stop over and check it out. I’m having a blast scrapbooking my heart out, I just can’t share everything with you yet. So many contests, and challenges and whatnot.

I suppose I really should be getting on to bed. …Well maybe a little bit of Harry Potter first. Wink

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Beautiful Green.

So, okay, I know I’m a slacker. We went to the Pumpkin Farm on Sunday, and I still haven’t uploaded the pics. It’s just that there are so many of them and I have a lot of editing to do. I promise to work on it today though, okay Jenny? Here’s my favorite of the day from our trip. From the boy who doesn’t like his pic taken, he sure is photogenic. My mother took this photo. My batteries died an hour in, (sucky!) so I couldn’t take any more pics. We had a good time, though. Can’t wait to start scrapping! Oh, with what pictures? Well, my batteries may have died, but my Mom and my sister wouldn’t let me down! I have plenty to scrap from.

I’ve started yet another new blog, strictly for paper crafts. So check it out, links are in the sidebar. So here I’ll post fave photos and inspiration, and then I have seperate blogs for digi and paper scrapping. I hope to continue inspiring all of you out there. Happy Blogging!

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Friday, October 5, 2007

Hope.

Hope. By Sarah Barber. PP: K & Company, rub on: Basic Grey, chipboard title: K & Company, laser cut lace tape: K & Company, ink: Jim Holtz, fonts: Air Stamp Medium, Resurrection, Modern no. 20, & Quiggly.

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Thursday, October 4, 2007

@2.

 

 

 

I finally did a paper layout. I wrapped up with the IBCA project today. At least for now. I’ll be doing another book hopefully next year when they get a new budget. I need a break anyway. So I was actually able to scrap for myself. Taking the advice of Ali Edwards, life artist from CK Magazine, I decided to document a day in the life of Tarrah and I. I’m extremely proud of this LO because of the journaling. I know that when she’s older, this will be a wonderful glimpse into our private little world.

@2 by Sarah Barber. PP is Basic Grey’s new Recess Collection, I printed the journaling on a transparency so as not to compromise the design, foam stickers by Miss Elizabeth, die-cuts cut with Cuddlebug, fonts used were Pollo, Modern No. 20, and CK Printer.

The journaling is as follows: Now that you’re 2, here’s what we do! 1-Every morning you wake Mommy up by crawling all over her and saying ‘Wake up, Mommy, wake up!’ in a sing-song voice that is completely adorable. 2-First thing Mommy needs is coffee, and the first thing you need is ‘Chocky mik!’ (Translation: Chocolate milk) and your Ego. 3-If we’re off for the day, you proceed to undress yourself and run around nakie asking to take a ‘baff’ (bath). In trying to potty train you, it’s become apparent that you don’t like diapers, pull-ups, or even underwear for that matter. 4-At 8:30am Dora the Explorer is on! By 10am the living room is trashed because you have pulled out every toy you own. 5-By noon time, you have had 3 or 4 snacks and therefore don’t want your lunch. 6-After lunch, we usually go somewhere. I tell you we’re going ‘bye bye’, so you get your bag and wait by the door. You’re very helpful. You turn off the TV immediately and start screaming ‘Bye Bye!!’ 7-Your afternoon nap is either in the car, at home, or we forget to give you one (which I always regret around 6pm). 8-Dinner is quick and takes only minutes to make, because you have no patience at all and you know that you’ll get a second dinner later when Mommy eats. You try very hard to use a fork while eating your dinner. It usually ends up all over you. 9-That’s why we wait till after dinner to give you a ‘baff.’ After screaming and fighting with me over washing your hair, you play for about 15 minutes till I hear the loud splash of your toilet seat hitting the water. You don’t seem to understand that it’s not a floatie. 10-I let you watch a little TV before bed, usually ‘Spun Bob!’ (Sponge Bob). And then we go into our darkened room, with one lamp on and read a story (almost always Dora), sing a song (usually Laurie Berkner), and go to sleep. Yeah right! You fight me tooth and nail for about 30 minutes before you finally drop off. And that’s what you do at 2.

 

 

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Sunday, September 30, 2007

One more day…

It’s been a very long weekend.  This was the weekend that Bob took Tarrah for the entire weekend.  She’s never been apart from Mommy that long.  I wonder how’s she’s doing for the 100th time as I curse Bob for not having a phone.  I’m sure she’s fine.  I try not to think about it too much.  

You’d think I’d get plenty done without a two-year-old under foot.  Wouldn’t you know it, this is the weekend I get sick.  So after work, I pretty much vegged out Friday and Saturday night in front of the TV and started a new afghan.  Gasp, OMG!  No scrapbooking!  I did complete one digital layout for a contest, but I can’t share it here till the contest ends.  And it’s annonomous, so I can’t link you to it.  Sorry!  

Last night as I was getting ready for bed, it struck me how lonely Tarrah’s Pooh bear was in her bed, all alone.  Yeah, okay, I really want my baby back now.  But, she got to spend the weekend with her brothers and sister and Daddy.  I’m sure she had a ball and didn’t think about me once.  Well, hopefully she thought about me a little.  

So I have one more day to get through.  I’m off to work and when I get home, I can go pick her up.  Yeah!  Have a happy Sunday everybody! 

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Ho Hum…

Tarrah and I were out looking for things to do today. I have the weekend off, but there was no Dylan here today to keep us company. It gets lonely sometimes with just the two of us.

In the spirit of trying to have some fun, I decided to pull out some of Tarrah’s dress up clothes. She got to be a fairy! I let her run around outside for an hour in her Tink costume. Thank you Lindsay! She loves the pretty dresses.

I’ve been keeping busy with more designing today. I have a new paper kit on my website, SassyScrapperDesigns.com. It’s pretty hardcore looking, but hey, I create what I’m feeling. I was feeling pretty emotionally extreme today.

I’ve entered another contest. There’s a shocker. The Basic Grey website is having a contest for their new collection Obscure. Basic Grey is my favorite brand of scrapbook paper. Any chance to win their stuff and I’m in. So they posted my entry in their gallery. Check it out!

Tarrah and I watched the new movie Flushed Away tonight. It was cute, and she loved it. I think her favorite part was the singing slugs. She sure loves music. And then Mommy made her sit through Flicka. I cried like a baby throughout most of it. Maybe it’s almost that time of the month?

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Thursday, September 20, 2007

New website, new contest, new, new, new!

I’ve finally got my website up and running. It’s nothing fabulous right now. Until I have the time to design the look I want, it’s just white with my header. It’s kind of exciting. It’s located at SassyScrapperDesigns.com. I have my own .com. Amazing, right? Anyway, all my freebies will be posted up there from now on.

I’ve entered a new contest, Stand Up and Scrap. It’s for digital scrapping. It’s completely annonomous, so I can’t show you the LO I just created, but man, the first challenge was, well, a challenge. So I can tell that this won’t be a walk in the park. I’ve already bared my soul…he, he, he.

So wish me luck on another great scrappin’ adventure. This friday I get to enjoy the crop night at work. It’s been so long since I’ve paper scrapped. I don’t know if I remember how. LOL! Come and join us if you’re local! It’s at the Ithaca Michaels!!!

This is me as a cute little thing!  I’ve been revamping old photos.  Got the idea from Jenny.  I’ll have to start scrapping with my Grandfather’s photos too!  :)

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

A step in the right direction.

Published! Imagine my surprise and joy when I opened my email yesterday to find that I’m going to be published in Digital Scrapbooking Magazine, their Feb/March 2008 issue. This is such a huge honor and part of my dream. I can’t express how excited, amazed, and humbled I am. Anyway, the LO that will be published is this one of Tarrah.

 

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